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Man… I look at other people’s blogs, and they always have something interesting going on. And I don’t think I have really anything that interesting. I don’t go out anymore, and I do things that bore the heck out of people. And on top of that, for the rest of the 23 hours of the day, I’m bored. I eat, sleep, play bidjo games, take care of family stuff, and that’s pretty much it. I wish I got some stuff to do, and like a close-nit of friends to do stuff with. I, sadly, don’t have that anymore, boo.
I love that quote from Rurouni Kenshin. I think I’ll put it up.
Times change, people change,
Everyone will walk their own path, live their own lives
And perhaps it’s lonely, but it’s what I see coming
You cannot run, you cannot escape the blood when you have seen so many.
You can only live and die, and all of that must be by the sword, it is set.
…And in that time, the sunset painted the sky just as we see it painted now.
Here, years from the time these words were first spoken:
For the first time, I am at a loss at how to live.
I journey on, carrying my burdens, to seek the answer, the truth.
Lalala, I’m not sad, just content. If there’s nothing more, so be it. But a little spark every now and then would be awesome.
So on my way home from school today, I saw a house with two fences. Well, more like one fence and a cage. It had a regular fence-gate thing, then on the inside, the house was covered with a steel cage, lol. How much protection do you need? Oh wait, I live next to gangsters.
Hmm… there was another thing I was going to add, but I forgot what it was.
Anyways, on to the next one, the beer launcher. Me, I don’t drink a lot of beer, it’s not my style. But there is nothing that says I can’t put some shodas in this thing. Or wait, maybe some Coconut Juice. That would be awesome! It’s a step up from just geting a plain old mini-fridge, haha.
That’s pretty much it for today, I’m going to go play Diablo or some Starcraft. Oh the good ol’ days.
I woke up today feeling awesome, cause I skipped my English class. I don’t know why skipping my English class felt awesome, but it did. So before I went to school, I had to take my mom to make a copy of her disability form and mail it. I ended up almost late to class, but I made it to the parking lot in time. WRONG. I was looking for parking for almost an hour. I gave up, and I went to go eat lunch at Panda Express. Officially ending my no-fast-food diet which lasted for about two to three weeks. That’s still good, haha. Anyways, I returned to school, and went to the Math lab for the Math class I’m missing. The teacher was really nice, and she was kind enough to let me take the test! I finished it in 15 minutes, it was only 20 easy questions. Sigh… douchebag Math -_-
Well, anyways, I went to my car to rest until the next class, which was the Lab for Biology. On the way there, I saw a girl with a Baseball bat in her backpack. And I was thinking to myself, “Wow, that girl goes far out for protection.” Haha, good stuff. Oh yeah, something else I noticed in the PCC elevators: All the permits are expired on their cars. I don’t know if they renewed them or not, but the permits in the cars say it has been 3 months since they expired. That kind of freaks me out a bit. Especially the elevator in the U building… it even sounds scary in there.
Today my mother and I went to a Pilipino store, to buy some gulay. I ended up buying a lot of shrimp chips, Niagara crackers, and more Hello Pandas. But as I was searching for said items, I over heard the workers’ music behind the fresh meat counter… it was hardcore reggaeton-style Pilipino rap. I tried so hard not to laugh. I’m not laughing at the music, I’m laughing with it, because who would have thought of Filipino Raggaeton… Anyways, I’m sure, with much exposure, I will grow to like it, but I don’t see myself liking it anytime soon… ffs… I still make a sad/angry face when I hear regular raggaeton… haha.
There was a part where J.D. was getting his back scratched with a rake, but he was trying to get some scars in, and I felt it like it was going through my back… I still have the shivers. Haha.
Well… let’s start this thing off by a standard blog response: “It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged, hasn’t it?” I have no excuse for not blogging for the past two weeks. Actually, I do, cause I didn’t want to blog. Other people give out excuses on why they don’t blog… I really don’t think it’s a big obligation… I do this for me. So… let’s get started.
Let’s get point out of the way. Games. Online Games. MMORPGs.
Current games installed in my computer:
9Dragons Beta, Counter-Strike 1.6, Counter-Strike: Source, Diablo II – Lord of Destruction, Guild Wars, R.O.S.E. Online, and Starcraft.
The current games I’m playing:
D2 – LoD and Starcraft
Notice something? Haha, we’re going back to the old school. I’ve been playing SC for almost all this month and D2 just this past week with ricemonster and kinublet. It’s fun, I like it.
Now, for the first day of school. I can’t go earlier than this, cause I forgot, really, haha. The first day of school was on Tuesday of this week. It was good, it wasn’t bad considering I was going on no sleep the night before cause I was trying to get Diablo II, but ended up playing Starcraft until 4am. I have to say, all the classes I have that day are laid back. It didn’t seem so hard. I look at the material and what I have to do, and it’s just like being in high school again. I’m set, hopefully. I had English, Math, and Bio on this day. The Bio lab I was in… smelled like Adobo. I swear, haha. I can’t stand it though, cause too much Adobo smell gives me a headache. And another thing, I’ve been showing more of my real self in school now. I don’t act so closed off anymore. Although sometimes I think to myself and don’t talk to people cause I’ll lose my train of thought, but everything is a little bit better.
Wednesday, I only had one class, which is actually a Monday-Wednesday class, was Bio11. It seems like a great class, and the teacher is really cool. It’s just too bad that the book is like $100. Sigh… hopefully I’ll get that fee waiver for my classes. That would be awesome.
Today, Thursday, was supposed to be the same schedule as Tuesday, except I had Socio1 at the end of the day, with the same hours as the Bio Lab. Anyways, everything was cool, except that I forgot to bring my books to English in the morning, I didn’t do the homework for Math cause I didn’t have my book yet. And finally, in Socio1, it was in a big lecture room, C333, and there were a lot of people trying to add the class. One person didn’t show up, so there was only one spot for like 12 people. I decided to drop the class so that other people who really wanted the class could get in, I was only there to get rid of a requirement, but I’ll find something else. Oh yeah, another reason why I dropped the class was that you had to spend time outside of class in a group to do a research paper, like a final exam. I couldn’t devote time to that, I have a lot of things going on at home. Things leading up to the wedding.
O.K., now random stuff that I typed down on my cell phone.
I can NOT get rid of The Cars – Moving in Stereo out of my head whenever I see a hot girl or just sitting in the class room, lol. All because of Scrubs, Season 1, Episode 11, My Own Personal Jesus. Nurse Tisdale’s 9:15 cup of coffee. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, LOL. That song fits that scene so well… haha. I can’t believe I’m taking Intermediate Algebra… this class is so easy… I’m probably going to finish all the homework this weekend for the whole semester, but, for such an “easy” class, the hardest thing to do is do REQUIRED Math equations. It sucks cause you have to do all the work on paper, then use a computer-generated calculator to input the answer in, which is like one of the hardest, longest processes. On top of that, you have to wait for the instructions to finish, on an already slow computer. you need to like spend 5+ hours inside the math lab to complete the thing. Retarded. Why did I sleep during the Math assessment? Why… Oh yeah, same for English. That class is easy too… it sucks… I also slept during the English assessment. But on a lighter note, I should be getting A’s. It feels good to expect it now, haha.
I can’t get enough of the soundtrack, I’ve been playing it over and over and over and over again. Right now, playing on my blog is Frou Frou – Let Go. It puts me back into the Chill/Trip Hop genre of music.
The genre of music that I listen to, mainly, now are: Chill/Trip Hop, Indie Electronic/Pop, Trance (all forms), and, of course, Emo/Pop Punk as always.
Oh, and I just finished watching The Last Kiss. It was a good movie… although I thought it kind of pointless. I’m forced to either think it had nothing to do intellectually, or it was pure entertainment. Or there is another thing… I have no idea what I’m talking about, haha. Well, anyways, it is a likable movie, I do not hate it, and, yes, I would watch it again.
Wow… I love this movie. Zach Braff… just elevated himself into my favorite actors list. He wrote and directed Garden State, wow, a big surprise at the end when I saw that credit. I would go in-depth and write a short review on this… but it’s getting late… it’s like… 430 in the morning… and I need to sleep. But I have to say… this has been one of the most worthwhile nights staying up until morning…
OH MY GAWD. Kim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There’s so much frustration in that episode. It was a great episode, cause all the frustration came down to a few seconds at the end of the episode. Wow… friggin Kim… how could you do that to J.D.!??! Well, I guess J.D. had it coming to him, all those other times he ended his relationships badly.
sigh…
Scrubs is a really good show…
I’m watching Babylon 5 season four again, I love that season.
I am also playing 9Dragons. I want to be a Wu-Tang warrior, lol.
My cousin today said something that really hit me hard. It wasn’t a low blow, it wasn’t a huge check, it was more like a big anvil dropping from a big cliff.
She said: “He’s a big boy. Rommel knows what he wants, he is what- 21? He is big enough to make his own decisions.”
After that I acted angry. I lashed out hard.
Not because my cousin was making fun of me, trying to teach me a lesson. ‘Cause really, when people try to use reverse psychology on me, or try to make me feel bad, it doesn’t work. I laugh back at them. Actually, in this type of situation, I don’t lash out, I laugh and make fun of people.
Anyways, back to the lesson. Not the message she was trying to get across, but a different message came to me. I haven’t grown up to the point of making my own real decisions. I am not financially stable, meaning if I need to do something, I”ll have to go through loans and stuff. I don’t have great support, I don’t have any real, close, blood-brother friends nor do I have family close to me to help me, or even if I do have family, they wouldn’t help me.
If my parents died right now I’d be all alone, struggling.
Kudos to my cousin for pointing this out. But I won’t forget what you said and what you were trying to get at. If I didn’t find the real meaning that pertained to me, I won’t still be talking to you.
From here on out, I will be making decisions that will change my life forever. Holy fucking crap, it feels good.
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