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Akon can go suck a nut. I don’t know why, but I dislike him a lot. Maybe it’s because of songs that make him sound like a pussy. Or maybe it was the bosy slam incident, you just don’t do that to people.
“While an attorney for platinum-selling entertainer Akon says the singer’s recent “body slam” incident – where he hurled a teenaged fan into the audience – has no basis for criminal charges, the woman who the teen landed on is asking for an apology.
Police in Fishkill, NY continue to investigate Sunday’s (June 3) KFEST concert, staged by local FM station 104.7 WSPK, where Akon tossed a 15-year-old concertgoer into the crowd after security brought the teen to the stage for throwing an object at him.”
Especially if it hurts an innocent bystander.
HAHA. AKON THE A-HOLE. LOL!!
In other news, I give Alicia Keys’ new album a 8/10. Mainly cause I don’t listen to this type of music often. And another point off cause I thought her singing this time around sounded like she was struggling. I don’t know if she was struggling or it was just a new voice for this album, but it didn’t appeal to me.
1. Beer: Liquor is better.
2. McDonalds: Jollibee is better.
3. Relationships: Complicated.
4. Purple: Cobras.
5. Power Rangers: in Space.
6. Weed: are a bitch to take out.
7. Steroids: GNC.
8. Cartoons: Anime is better.
9. The President: GMA.
10. Tupperware: OLD SCHOOL.
11. Florida: California Wannabe.
12. Santa Claus: A Californian city. (Santa Ana, Santa Clarita, etc.)
13. Halloween: Masquerade.
14. Alice In Wonderland: Alice in a wonder land.
15. Grammar: Kelsey.
16: Myspace: MINE.
17. Clowns: Mimes on crack.
18. Marriage: A state of mind.
19. Paris: Geller.
20. Pat: It’s Pat! The Movie.
21. Redheads: Lucille Ball.
22. Blondes: Sexy.
23. Pass the: car, smoke ‘em.
24. One night stands: Craziest thing(s) I’ve ever done.
25. Donald Trump: Hair.
26. Neverland: Never land.
27. Pixie: Fairies.
28. Vanilla ice cream: Plain.
29. Hooters: Guns.
30. High school musical: America’s New National Pastime.
31. Pajamas: Bananas in Pajamas.
32. Woody: Woodpecker.
33. Wet Socks: Good day.
35. Love: is a terrible thing to waste.
Kill Hannah is an awesome band. I like their stuff. I have all four of their albums and it’s just addicting, haha. “Love You To Death” has to be my favorite song, but the rest of their stuff is awesome too.
Anyways, back to the misery business, haha. This post will be about Crushes. Sorry, the Thanksgiving weekend one will have to be later, I have a lot of homework to do right now, unfortunately :/
So Crushes. The Definition:
Informal.
a. an intense but usually short-lived infatuation.
b. the object of such an infatuation: Who is your latest crush?
#1 Definition @ UrbanDictionary
A burning desire to be with someone who you find very attractive and extremely special.
My heart broke when I found out my crush was seeing another person.
My Favorite Definition @ UrbanDictionary (or that pertains to me):
1. The act of falling hard for someone even though it isn’t love yet.
2. A precursor to love.
3. An amazing thing that gives you feelings of nerves and excitement whenever you see them.
1. I am so crushing on that new girl in my french class.
2. Before we went out, I had a crush on her for almost a year!
3. I can’t concentrate in that class, my crush is too powerful.
My definition of a crush is the official definition and definition 3.1 of the 3rd definition I put down. That said, I think I crush too much. I’ve crushed on many girls and acted on most. Like my last three “girlfriends.” The first time I saw them, I liked them already. My crush for them was born. Then during the course of seeing them, I quenched my crush and eventually hooked up with them. But doing it that way… is bad… I never stayed with that girl for more than 3 months. And the latest was not even a month. I guess I get to know them after and realize they’re not for me. I’ve hooked something that I wanted but don’t like anymore. I’m so greedy :/ and I’m bad for doing this. I guess this happens because I don’t have an udnerstanded of love yet. I need someone to teach it to me, so to speak. Cause most of the time I carry the relationship, I’m the one who decides, plans, and drives. A one-way relationship. I need a two-way relationship. I need a Response to my Call (in reference to the Call and Response in music). That, and I need to talk to the girl and get to know her first before I start seriously dating her, haha.
I don’t know, courting/dating is really weird to me (now). I’m trying to stick to the basics like Family, School, Work (if I had a job), and “Me” time. No, not the “me” time you’re thinking about, sick people. YOU’RE SICK! (in Adam Sandler voice). Anyways, I guess I’m crushing on someone right now. But it’s not going to work because I barely see this person. She’s probably going to forget about me. It’s all about achieving a dominant first impression.
Just a couple of bookmarks.
I’m probably going to forget about these later, watch.
IT’S HARDER THAN IT LOOKS!
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, and things. Nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same first initial. You CAN’T use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Your first name:
Rommel
Four words:
Residium, Resonate, Respite, Rubric
State/City:
Rhode Island/Reseda
Boy Name:
Rowen
Girl Name:
Rinoa
Occupation:
Roast Beef Artist
Something you can wear:
Rubber Gloves
Something found in a kitchen:
Rusty Knives
Something you shout:
RUBBISH!
Something you do at school:
Roister
Name of an animal:
Rino Serus
Name of a Drink:
Root Beer
Name a Holiday:
Rosh Hashanah
A body part:
Rectus Abdominis Muscle
/survey.
This was, in retrospect, actually harder than it looked.
I think my parents and I have the worst communication ever. I think I’m the only one that tries to get to know them. They don’t try to get to know me. I know mostly everything that they do, but they don’t know what I do. I mean, o.k., I should tell them what I’m doing, but all the effort is on my side, and I’m just not like that to be 100% during a conversation. I need something to work off of, I can’t just carry the conversation.
Today, my mother, for some reason, is angry at me. When I came to pick her up from church, she wasn’t at the church, she was walking away from the church in the opposite direction I was coming from. She comes in, doesn’t speak to me, and tells me to drop her off at Denny’s so she could eat and tells me she’s walking home after that. She then slams my door. Well, I get angry too, and you don’t tell me what’s wrong, I drive off angry. Before she could finish her sentence of what I think is “You can come to–” (“–o, if you want” assuming it was that), I peel off. That would be my form of communication for the day. Oh well, and to give it a kick, my mom calls my dad and he, in turn, yells at me for not picking her up. I think she told him that I was not going to pick her up. In reality, when he called me, I was more than half way there. I hate this. As if I got enough time to handle one more piece of drama. I’ll bet my mom is going to call him again while she’s at Denny’s. B.S.
As if they expect me to know what they’re thinking, I don’t want to do that anymore. Automatically I’m supposed to know when I’m supposed to pick my mother up. How am I supposed to do that if she doesn’t tell me anything. Then they get angry. WTF. I don’t care what issues they have if they don’t tell me. If they tell me up front, then I can be nice.
I really don’t like this. After my mom’s mild stroke, everything changed. I can’t even focus on school anymore. It’s only me and my dad to help her out, and with her activities, we need more help. She wants to go to church twice a week, and a 3rd time on first Fridays. Extracurricular activies should be sacrificed if you have no means of transportation. And “Religion is a good thing… when taken in moderation.”
I wonder who’s going to take her places if I get a job, that I also desperately need.
…well I, I would have never known…
And if it ends today…
I’ll still say that
You shine brighter than anyone…
Now I think we’re taking this too far.
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well, it’s not this hard…
But if you take what’s your’s and I take mine
Must we go there?
Pleaser not this time, no, not this time.
Well this is not your fault…
But if I’m without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter…
Than anyone does…
Now I think we’re taking this too far.
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well, it’s not this hard…
But if you take what’s your’s and I take mine
Must we go there?
Pleaser not this time, no, not this time.
If you run… away now…
Will you come… back around?
And if you ran away…
I’d still wave goodbye, watching you shine bright.
Now I think we’re taking this too far.
Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
Well, it’s not this hard…
But if you take what’s your’s and I take mine
Must we go there?
Pleaser not this time, no, not this time.
I’LL WAVE GOODBYE, WATCHING YOU SHINE BRIGHT
I’LL WAVE GOODBYE… TONIGHT…
/song
Everything’s shady. It’s a constant. Shady business everywhere. Drama everywhere. You can’t escape it. I hate it though, I wish it wasn’t this hard. There’s always strife within people, groups, societies, etc. You can’t help it. It blows over, sure, but it always creeps back up. Maybe not to you again, but to another person. It sucks, yeah, but it’s part of life (today’s age). I guess this is why I go emo sometimes. I don’t like it, but it comes. Oh well. Move on.
/mini vent
So I am currently playing Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare’s multiplayer. It’s fun, and hopefully I get into this clan I signed up for. Competition out of the way, I play a private server of R.O.S.E. Online casually. It’s called Revision Rose. It’s an awesome server because it lets you do things and get things you normally would have to spend a hardcore amount of time to get in a quick amount of time. I’ve never had such a high character before. I’ve also never been this rich and rocked the bling (the in-game armor, weapons, jewelry, etc.). I got Ron hooked on it again, lol.
I found out today in my english class that I missed quiz #3 cause he handed the quizzes back. I can’t believe I missed it. But then again, I might as well have, cause I didn’t even read the book yet. Group projects suck, I don’t like doing them. It only hinders my performance. No one likes my ideas, but all my ideas have worked fine before individually, getting me A’s. I go with the group, and most of the time it sucks or in the end I have to carry them (flash back to sophhomore year english class… guhh…)… Anyways, I have a meeting tomorrow, hopefully it’ll go well.
In other news, my Cooler Master CPU fan died today. Or has been dead for maybe a week. I was wondering why my computer was slow at times, I guess it was cause my CPU was so hot. Anyways, I replaced it with my old, stock, AMD fan. It should do for another half a year, lol. I say half a year because I planned on making my new computer in December, but with no job, I don’t think so. Anyways, I pushed it way back cause I want to work on my car first. I’ve had my Integra for about 6 months and all I’ve down with it was get new brakes, repair the A/C, added a bumper sticker that says “All Your Base,” and added a license plate frame that says “I’d rather be Gaming.” Haha… So yeah, I’ll be/have been learning everything I can about the Integra and will act on it soon. I signed up at Team-Integra.net and they have been really helpful. I’m way too excited.
I’ll end this with a lyric from Senses Fail’s “Bloody Romance”
Life… is floating fast away…
But I look… your head is turned away…
So slice… open my veins…
And let… the romance bleed away…
Back into what I thought I knew…
These words inside me tell me what to do…
My heart held… in the palm of your hand…
Forget my name…
Now I know the way to go…
This place inside my demented mind
Forget my name…
You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor…
Forget my name…
This time in silence, this time I win…
Now you will know my pain…
Honestly, why would someone go as far as to make a blog to hate someone? Well, I guess Avril Lavigne has that motivation. Check out PerezLavigne.com. Mrs. Avril Lavigne wants to get back at Perez Hilton for talking so much shazbot to her.
… I don’t know, just a random tidbit of the day, haha. Hope you guys have a nice one.
I don’t know, I was just looking at her MySpace, and I realized how stupid I was to leave her. I don’t think the career choice I made to work at Fry’s was a smart decision. I realize there was more drama there than anything. I even told a couple people that it was just like high school, for real.
… I guess I was afraid to be controlled / manipulated. Which I thought I was anyways. I guess there were two choices… and I feel like I chose the wrong one. I say in surveys, or if I haven’t mentioned it before, that I don’t regret things (or a lot), but I think I do regret this one.
… Or maybe I just wanted to see how things panned out. How things might have been. It’s hard trying now, for me. I think I sort of understand why people stick with their firsts or whoever makes them feel good for awhile. But I don’t understand fully well since I’ve usually ended it early… so’s maybe not to get hurt? Or to protect myself. Whateva whateva, I do what I wahnt. haha…
… But there’s nothing I can do, only to wait for things to come.
In other news:
The Real Peter Griffin.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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